"she told me that my pen was a dagger and that my watch was a fading rose in my hand"

To some this phrase would mean nothing, but to me it tells me that i have had somethings said to me that i wish i hadn't heard. While growing up i was constantly saying "i don't want to be here, i don't want to be alive...." due to what i had people tell me, mainly my father and step mum. due to these words my days past but the days were miserable and full of depression. but time is fading away and i realised that i can't go on living this way and i had to make a change, with help from my councilor and my mum and made my time on this planet worth while. no-one should live a life with depression and feeling down due to the way they look/feel about them selves.
there is help out there! you just need to learn where to look and what to look for, it could be a friend, a random person on the street or even a relative. once you have found them you just need to focus on getting better.

well thats all i have to say for now, my mind has gone blank.

OVER AND OUT!