Okay well, i have work today and im not looking forward to it. It seems that no-one ever gets there breaks on time or never at all.
Im over tird and last night i almost fainted while working due to the heat which isn't a good thing at all, so at the moment im searching online for part time jobs avalibe in feilding.
Its not going to well.
but otherwise my life is good and im starting to realise that i need to be more out going and gain more confidence, i need to stop hiding behind myself and be who i truly am. Theres only very people who know me for who im am and not who i put on to be and that's my family.
Im one of those people who changes who i am to please others. But i know that i need to change that and to show all you guys who i really am and to uncover myself from my mask.
Well my life is getting better, i was kind of depressed on Thursday and i still don't know why but when i got home i snapped at my mum which is very unlike me (we are so close that we don't generally argue) and my mum my knew that something was wrong but i didn't know what to say to her.
I was told to write a deep and thought fill blog today but i have no idea what to write so im just rambling
"I remember the time I was kidnapped and they sent a piece of my finger to my father. He said he wanted more proof."
"If you don't know where you are going, you will wind up somewhere else!"
i have these quotes stuck in my head at the moment and they are driving me insane!
Its that time again and i have to head of to work, sorry about my blogs being crap im just not having the best week at the moment, to many mood swings :(
OVER AND OUT!
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