in search of a happier me

o.k! well where do i start?

life recently has been pretty crap, my dad contacted me on Easter weekend knowing very well that it would upset me.
I havent had one day at home when i haven't had a screaming match with my step dad over him insulting me about my weight and my friends etc.
Its supprising how much stuff my step dad picks up on about my friends which i don't like him doing as he will then use it against me.

ok.. the guy i like has gone all weird, one day well be best of mates the next he completely avoids the fact that he likes me to (any-ideas on what to do?)

Fame I'm gonna live forever

I'm gonna learn how to

fly High

(random positive thought)

So many doubts running through your mind

All the excuses

Don't have the time

All the rejection you have to leave behind

Leave it all behind

Hold your dreams

Don't ever let it go

Be yourself

And let the world take notice

You'll find strength

When people bring you down

They will see

If you will only,

only believe

owell my life is just shit as usual

OVER AND OUT!