why do people say such things?

Why do people complain so much?
most people have nothing wrong with there lives... and yet more and more teens are becoming suicidal.
Like my best friend for instance, sure his heart has been broken and now his "true love" wont talk to him anymore...but is that really an excuse to wanna end there lives?
I don't think people realise that if they took there lives those closest to them would be effected to.
There family and friends would always live with regret and the guilt for not helping those who need us.
Well now you guys know why i was upset last week. My best friend wanted to end his life. And i didnt know what to do. He's ok now. I just have to watch out for him, and i suppose thats all i can really do.


OVER AND OUT

hello world!
im kinda hyper! I'm happy now, i wasn't last week. But not now!
I go to wellington tomorrow! yay

OVER AND OUT!

an intesting evening...

well i went to a friends birthday party the other night and it didn't end to well.... one guy got way to drunk and ran off down the road completely pissed. my mates had ta tackle him to the ground and when they finally got him we had to call the cops to take him home as he was getting violent and we didn't want him the car as he looked as if he was about to puke and we didn't know what he would do once we got him in there.. so when the cops got him we followed them back into town as one of the guys went in the car with him as this guy couldn't remember his name address etc, buy the time we got to the drunks house he was out of the car and passed out on the front lawn....
i think Ive been to enough drunken party's for now.

then we dropped Jo of home and went for a cruise around town, James attempted to drive, but the car was to powerful for him and staled so many times that i was nearly in tears while josh was attempting to explain to James how to drive his car without bunny hopping down the street

well thats all i can be botherd typeing today...

OVER AND OUT!

im on the road

i don't know where it goes

but still i run

still i hide

and hope ill find a safe place to hide

theres no Turning back

there's no place for me

on this earth

where is my destiny

people hurt

people cry

people don't know my pain inside

but still im on this road again

i still don't know where it goes

photographs show my hurt and pain

that make me vein

and now i must run

run away

from those who cause me so much pain

i run away from all my pain

im having a strange day one of my mats is attempting to black mail me into hooking up with another one of my mates.. and he is failing! lol

OVER AND OUT!

in search of a happier me

o.k! well where do i start?

life recently has been pretty crap, my dad contacted me on Easter weekend knowing very well that it would upset me.
I havent had one day at home when i haven't had a screaming match with my step dad over him insulting me about my weight and my friends etc.
Its supprising how much stuff my step dad picks up on about my friends which i don't like him doing as he will then use it against me.

ok.. the guy i like has gone all weird, one day well be best of mates the next he completely avoids the fact that he likes me to (any-ideas on what to do?)

Fame I'm gonna live forever

I'm gonna learn how to

fly High

(random positive thought)

So many doubts running through your mind

All the excuses

Don't have the time

All the rejection you have to leave behind

Leave it all behind

Hold your dreams

Don't ever let it go

Be yourself

And let the world take notice

You'll find strength

When people bring you down

They will see

If you will only,

only believe

owell my life is just shit as usual

OVER AND OUT!

LIFE SUCKS

OVER AND OUT!