She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable, She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

A catch in my throat choke
Torn into pieces
I won't, no!
I don't wanna be this...

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

She isn't real
I can't make her real
She isn't real
I can't make her real

Sooo... get top go see my dad tomorrow
Not looking forward to that.
but it is a 3 day weekend!!! yaya!
XOXO

a warning

Don't you hate it when panic clicks in...?
Makes you vomit?
Shake?
Tears....?
last night... shit... i don't know where to begin..
lets just say that here's a warning!
NEVER GO OUT TO THE DRAGS!
If you knew what happened, you would understand...
Even now 9 hours after... i haven't slept and I'm still shaking

rose is a.... but nugget

rose is a big poo bum

hi there... ru a freak like me?!?!?!?!?1

Siting in English on Wednesday last period...
Went to go get my pen out of my pocket which got caught on my phone and my phone fell out....
Right in front of Mrs Hoggard *shit*
She saw me pick my phone up to put it back into my pocket, and accused me of txting in class under the desk.
IT FELL OUT OF MY POCKET!!!
garr... lol